It seems like yesterday when he was still in PICU. He seemed like an old soul. He seemed to know things I didn't know. He was so fragile, yet so strong.
A part of me was in denial. A part of me was terrified. How was I going to be a good mother? How was I going to help him overcome the many difficulties ahead?
It seemed like I was barely able to take care of myself. My life was far from perfect. In fact, it was so far from perfect that I couldn't imagine what typical life looked like.
Yet I am responsible for his life. I am responsible for his care. I am responsible for his future.
He's made so much progress since then. He is so much like any other kid. Yet he is different. His future is still uncertain.
I must not worry so much. I must focus on the progress. I must celebrate my son.
Yes you're right,you have to celebrate your gorgeous boy!!!Love that hat hahaha!
ReplyDeleteHi! It's such a cool hat! It's from H&M. Thank you for commenting. Yes. I will try hard to look at the positives!
ReplyDeleteOh he is such a cute baby! Keep celebrating and enjoying him every single day. Seems like you have come a special way with him and I hope you two have a beautiful future ahead.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Suki. Yes, I'm trying to look towards a happy future. I hope the same for you and your darling baby!
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